The large spatial rural home in the paddy rich district not far
from the metropolis wore a forlorn and desolate look. The little Vinayak temple
under the verdant shade of the peepul tree opposite the house also looked
deserted though it was the fourth day since the full moon had brightened up the
night sky. The occasional passer-by cast his glance into the house out of sheer
curiosity. Clouds gathered up on the eastern horizon, threatening to burst open
any time, promising a bountiful downpour. A little away from the house, across
the village road, within calling distance from the temple, a group of women
were busy in the wetlands, bending over to embed tufts of paddy grass into the
clayey soil. A raft of ducks and about a dozen cranes in the adjoining fields
were scouring the watered fields for insects and worms. The occasional chirping
of birds, the desperate squeaking of squirrels chasing one another along the
trunk of a coconut tree and the ‘tok-tok’ sound of a woodpecker piercing into
the bark of a tree some distance away were an ethereal orchestra for the only
activity in the fields.
The walls inside the house seemed lifeless and soulless for the
last couple of days. Every part of the house bore an aura of burnt dung, twigs
and various grains that were offered as oblation to the ceremonial fire lit up
to cleanse the home after a plethora of rituals were performed in and around
the house. At a corner of the drawing room, facing south, hung the portrait of
an aged persona with a composed countenance that neither betrayed a smile nor
was grim or meditative nor bore an austere look. Her expression probably hinted
at some deep sorrow coupled with an innocence that could melt a merciful heart.
Only a few days ago, the house was agog with activities with
close and distant relatives of Chella moving in and out, being busy with
customary rituals and solemn rites through the day. Chella’s soul quit her
mortal remains about two weeks ago after putting up a valiant fight against
respiratory challenges that plagued her for a long time, thanks to her being a
victim of passive smoking for years together since her father decided to get
rid of her seemingly destined solitude by marrying her off to a junior officer from the
military. His basket of monthly purchase of provisions wasn’t complete without
a carton of yellowish ‘Charminar’ boxes from VST Industries.
From Pathankot to Adampur, Jullunder, Ambala and Cuttack, she saw herself transported from place to place along with her difficult husband until the latter decided to drop sheet anchor at a public sector unit somewhere in the midst of the Eastern Ghats. In the process she bore him two sons, one of who would later retire as a banker during the year of her final adieu. The other, a maverick, would later end up leading a nondescript life in a remote village ‘not far from the metropolis’, whilst trying to bite more than he could chew during his prime, dabbling in multiple callings, one after another, all in vain.
The two decades that followed were probably the most peaceful of
times for Chella, whence she not only was comfortably ensconced in a quaint
village home with an abundant supply of water and fresh paddy scented air, but
also had adequate help at hand to handle all household chores, with she having
very little work to do, save manage the household with the house help and the
occasional casual help from the rural populace. The Kosasthalai river flows
down the bridge close to the home, as the crow flies, about five hundred meters
away. It was a tranquil existence sans noise or disturbance of any sort except
when her grandchild and the great grandchildren gathered during festive
occasions at the village home.
But all nice things and happy times do come to an end. A year after the advent of covid, Chella fell on her way to the rest room a couple of times and ended up with weaker bones and a convexly curved up spine. She was thenceforth, confined to the wheel chair, constraining to depend upon her caretaker or son to do her daily routines, much to her consternation and dismay. But Chella reconciled herself with destiny, as days passed by.
Despite the setbacks to her physical abilities and health,
Chella looked forward to every new morning with hope and expectation merely to
pass the day off serenely with some food and coffee. She relished them and
wanted nothing more from life. Not a whimper, sans a word of complaint or any
expression of discomfort or pain, despite going through physical agony, escaped
her lips. She bore them all nonchalantly with poise and quiet.
So it was sometime during the advent of the month whence annual
offerings and obeisance are made to the manes, when Chella suddenly took ill
resulting in difficult breathing with respiratory complications. She had, about
a few years back, been diagnosed for chronic obstructive pulmonary disorder. As
she aged, the disease took its toll on her health. At the very end of the
autumnal calendar month, when she was past 84, Chella gave up a valiant fight
against the messengers of Sarvabhutakshaya, who then prodded her to embark on
the most difficult journey across the dreaded Vaitarani.
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